Creating without boundaries

I want to create without self consciousness. Each time I write, I write knowing that I'm writing. Each time, I'm singing, I sing knowing I'm singing.

I want to create now knowing that I'm creating. I want to create with a higher purpose, a point, a raison d'etre.

I want to flow, create because the act of creation has it existential meaning contained within it. The kudos, the encomiums, or the brickbats are not the point. The point is to make something because I got pleasure in making it.

How do I do that?